Congestive heart failure at 30....

That was the diagnosis of my daughter today--WOW!! My first thoughts was what does that mean? Is she going to die. I just stood for a moment and cried and asked, why not me. So many thoughts go thru your mind, what about the kids? I stopped and fell into a state of confusion & depression I am so lost. Until I did what most of us do. Went on the Internet and the ultimate in our family --called my aunt and she explained it to me. It made me feel a little better knowing she went thru the same thing a while ago. But not really, you still carry the death demons in your head and the what ifs. That 's when you pray...That's all I have left today--and maybe a song.