Sunday, May 23, 2010

Weak & Young, Depressed, Peace of Mind

I saw my daughter today. She is weak depressed and I think the only thing that keeps her going is her kids. I know from my research that heart patients have a lot of issues with depression. Her being a young heart patient makes it worse. There are many things I want to accomplish in life, singing writing talk show TV shows lots of things. However it saddens me when I have more energy than she does or the fact that she can't do certain things for her kids because she is to weak. I filled out a survey recently and the question was asked why do you want to succeed. I answered to help my family - mainly my daughter. To help buy better health care for her, to buy her a home that she does not have to worry about be evicted out of, a yard for the kids to play in. Peace of mind for her so that maybe if she has peace she can overcome the issues in her life. Her kids are some of the most helpful kids in the world, they know how to take care of her, and make sure she has what she needs. But they also need to be kids. So I'll add a private nurse or caregiver. It's funny how success is not just about life, but making life easier. I know if I keep going and take advantage of EVERY opportunity out there I will get there, my YES is out there. I must continue on and search and be available.